Look Into This New Future's Face.

 

   Where do I begin, my life has been really, really hectic lately. Everything has kicked off, Owenz and Anna splitting up, Anna becoming one of my best friends, basically living with Anna this holiday, loads of college work, not doing loads of college work, parties, booze, night clubs, meeting new people, yelling at Connar, finally seeing Lil Rob pissed! Then theres the real shitty stuff, the baby (Mischa) having loads of probels with her bowels and spine, still no definate news, My great aunty who is a really nice and hilarious, fun loving woman has cancer. And its terminal. This is my first close experience with death.

 

Lots of stuff has happend. All too much at once I think.  Tom and I are still goood. <3

 

Im not well either. I've got an eye infection, and a cold .My lungs hurt so much.

 

Yep well thats my life of late, I dont really want to go into detail. It'll be like an essay.

 

Ciao

xxx

Some pictures for you all:

 

I found these on my computor, so I feel like I should share them =]

 

Tom and I, the best picture taken of us yet, courtesy of Lil Rob who took the photo. Was taken at Lil Rob's house. And yes, we were drunk.

 

 

annnnnd

 

Mischa my beautiful niece:

 

 

I must say I look bad, cus A. i'd just gotten back from work and look like a spacker

                                        B. No make up-shock

oh and my hands look bloody huge...

 

hehe

 

ciao

 

xx

Wake up, Think fast,

Three Weeks have passed,

we are changing.

 

More Updates

 

Feb 17th

 

Paris, was ok. It was like a whistle-stop tour. We, mother and I, barely got to see any of Paris at all. The coach frustrated me more than anything...

 

Feb 19th

 

Paris again, only went for two days.

 

Feb 20th

 

Home! Me & Tom have been together for two months now =]

 

So thats it really. My first two months of 07 haven't been too terrible, especially not when it comes to Tom <3.

College work is starting to get on top of me now. Have lots of work and little time to do it. Especially English Lit & Philosophy.

 

Well thats my life so far...

 

ciao

xx

 

 

Did You Get What You Deserve?

The Ending Of Your Life...

 

Updates.

Jan 20th

 

Tom and I have been together for an entire month. Hardly long term, but there you go.

 

Jan 24th

 

My birthday, have now reached the grand old age of seventeen.

 

Jan 25th

 

Curry club was ok, Connar was an arsehole all night. Ended up breaking away from him and his friends, Owens, Anna, Tom and I ended up at the pictures. Saw the Pursuit of Happyness, a wonderful and inspirational film. Shall be buying that on dvd...

 

Jan 27th

 

Owens' house. Weekly piss up. Was really, really, REALLY drunk.

"We're you intoxictated,
Past the point of knowing,
what was going on?"

er, yes.

 

I wasn't too bad actually. I mean I wasn't paraletic or anything. Just really drunk, and when I came home my parents thought I was on drugs. Nice.

There are gaps in my memory about that night.

I know for a fact I was locked in a bathroom and then in Owens' room with Jonno for most of the night. Well for about an hour I was having a huge heart to heart confessional with Anna, and then for three hours I was with Jonno. Nothing happend, don't worry. We were both having a massive drunken confessional. Now, understandably, this pissed Tom off. I mean if you found out your girlfriend was with your best friend all night, you wouldn't be impressed either?

Anyway, we had a fight, then we made up.

Then Connar ended up paraletic, and upset. I left Tom to look after him, probably not a good idea. Especially when he admitted he missed me, and kept telling me to go away and go to Tom. I don't know why but the things he were saying was just, really heartbreaking. I sat with Pickett and sobbed and sobbed.

Good night, eh?

That led to a few unwanted questions off my darling parents.

 

Jan 28th

 

Hung over, and I guilty I went to work, then saw Tom after it. I kept apologising.

I really know how to cause trouble.

 

I havent had a great month.

 

Feb 9th

 

Jade's birthday curry in Manchester. Was rather dubious about it. Tom came with me. She lives round the corner from me, and when we got to her house everyone was really dressy. We were underdressed and kinda felt stupid, not knowing anyone. Anyway, it turned out to be a really good night. Tom stayed over aswell =]

 

Feb 14th

 

Valentines day.

Met Tom, Jonno and Jonno's friend Josh in Liverpool. I got Tom Dude wheres my car? because its the only dvd he dosent own. I didn't bother with a card because Tom dosen't really seem like a card kinda guy. He had already told me that he was getting me Bouncing Souls tickets for that night.

Anyway, I got there and he had bought me a card, a little Me to you bear (my favourite bear) and its holding a red rose (my favourite flower) and these chocolates i love.

Did I feel bad? Take a guess.

He didn't seem to mind too much.

So I promised to buy him something from Paris.

And I did, buts thats for another entry.

Jonno and Josh were coming with us at the gig, Jonno got the tickets in.

The Bouncing Souls were absolutely amazing, and it was great being in my boyfriend's arms on Valentines day, holding him, kissing him.

Such an amazing guy, I'm lucky.

 

Feb 15

 

Managed to see Tom for like 20 mins before leaving for Paris.

 

Feb 16th

 

My Parisian Romance Nightmare.

Im never going on a coach to Paris ever again.

 

Well I do have more to share, but I'm going to have to dash.

so, I'll discuss this more at another time.

 

Ciao

xx